I shall not try to re-establish my stand or role anymore.
I dont see the purpose of wearing myself out trying to meet your expectation, but an expectation that has already been met by someone else.
I have chosen to remain reticent about everything, and just anticipate the fact that everything will pass like a nightmare.




I hope that all these mental torture will make myself stronger, such that i will NEVER EVER be manipulated by anyone, anymore.


"Very often history is a means of denying the past. Denying the past is to refuse to recognise its integrity. To fit it, force it, function it, to suck out the spirit until it looks the way you think it should. We are all historians in our own way. "