| 12:34 AM
Just planned out my crazy timetable for my intensive study for saturday and sunday.
I hope that i can pull through tomorrow and sunday and that my integrity and determination would not crumble under the temptations.
First week of my june holiday would practically be gone due to my involvement in the URA urban planning thingy. It's when you are closer to this competition that you actually feel that you would miss out on a lot of things -> i.e. lectures, unable to receive my term 2 common test papers first hand, as well as important meetings for paradigma.
Somehow i don't feel that i have fulfilled my role as a sub comm I/C because i'm so tied down to my other committments that i simply don't have that ability to really devote a lot of effort into paradigma. I just hope that everything will turn out well, since paradigma is like a week after our mid years, and we are currently still far away from completion.
Side track a little, i hope my group will win for the URA urban planning competition!! I mean other than the intangible things like experience and applying geographic knowledge in real world context, what i am really concerned with currently, is my SGC's 'achievement' section, which is now occupied by only 2-3 lines.
and the fact that we miss lessons and spend our one week on it, why not put in the effort and get something in return??
Ok shall go & sleep and hope that i can wake up by 8am tomorrow
MUST!!
