new beginnings





Wednesday, November 2, 2011
| 9:28 PM

I was really upset with the insensitive comments that my mom made just now. No worries, I didnt do anything to her, given the recent hype of this adelyn girl.

I don't know why but everything starts to set in today. The stress, the unpreparedness, the fear of oversleeping, the fear of my lit texts being unaccepted, the fear of...

I told my mum that I wanted her to buy as many alarm clocks as possible, after seeing this girl on twitter missing her o lvl paper because she overslept. I said this exam is very important to me, and a determinant of my future. And she said in a dismissive manner 'you have a future?'
Maybe she is just saying without it going through her mind but i broke down. What if it is really true? What if I really screw up this exam given my current unprepared state??

About 6 more days more. I feel that my future is becoming bleaker with every approaching day.







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