So it's about three days since i've done my extractions and put on my top braces.
It wasn't a painful process, though i would say very traumatising.
Mashed potatoes and ice cream are now my best friends.

I can't believe i would have to go through the same thing again, maybe worst next month for my bottom row extractions and braces ):

Sigh, though it have been just three days, i can't wait to take it off already.

Anw, work has been really suffocating these few days. I honestly don't know what's wrong with the colleague of mine. Since day 1 that i first worked with her she had always given me attitude, repeatedly lashed at my incompetence though i'm still new there and remaining silent for the entire work duration of about 8 hours though we are kept in this less than a metre square space.

And what i meant by lashing is basically through this 'internal communication' notebook. She never spoke a word to me about my mistakes so that i can amend. Refused to look at me in the eye when asking a question. Doesn't render help when i'm struggling with a phone call.

Though she doesn't make any explicit remarks towards me, the silence is just so so suffocating that i feel drained after a day of work with her as compared to my other nicer colleague. It's basically a mental war. Trying to figure out what she is thinking when she starts to let out loud sighs, throwing things on the table, slamming drawers.
& having to find out her frustrations the next day through this holy book that the staff communicates through. Kind of ironic and puzzling that she chose to write her thoughts in a book though we are only half a metre apart??

I don't know how i am going to pull through the next 2 months, possibly. I mean other than this 'golden mouth colleague' the other people there are nice. My job scope is quite boring but slack.
I am already having thoughts of quitting ): sigh

Have to relief a class this coming sunday. Hope it goes well .Especially the fact that i'm currently talking with a lisp from extractions and braces.