It's raining outside and i'm stuck at home studying for my finals.
I always run the risk of sinking into depression in this setting. Thinking a lot, sometimes too much.

I've constantly remind myself that I live only for myself, and not others.
But sometimes i just let that get to me.
And i think about how much dissonance i would have caused if i'm gone. Probably not much.


 My purpose of living...I'm not so sure now.