Needed to reflect and hence here i am, with no sleep at all yesterday, and blogging here at this hour when i have to wake up at 6am tmr.

I'm in the second week into my sophomore year, going third and this is one of the most craziest weeks i've spent in my entire life.
I stepped out of my comfort zone, pushed myself really hard, and did things that i would have never think of doing in the past.

First was case competition. I have never gone through such intense planning, brainstorming and working closely with my fellow teammates. Tonning through the night looking at financial figures was indeed an experience that we never ever want to go through again.

Shortly after, i had to prepare for my election into an EXCO position in the community service club of NUS. I swear i never envisioned election process to be like this, with strict protocols and constant questions bombing. Despite my lack of experience in the club, i was elected into the position for i dont know what reason. I have mixed feelings about getting elected. Indeed, i'm really really happy to get this position, albeit small. But what comes ahead is not going to be easy, with my steep learning curve and having to fulfil many of the promises i have given during my speech. To a certain extent, i have to give myself a pat on the back for having that courage to stand up there while getting bombed and not whimper and retreat into a cave. it's one of the most most most horrible and stressful situation i have ever faced and i definitely hope to push myself even further.

Third, i actually took that first step to audition for an acapella CCA. It's quite crazy on my part since im not a good singer to start with, just passionate about it. I wasn't chosen in the end though. Perhaps it is a good thing if not i wouldn't have been juggle all my commitments as well. 

I have to cope with my studies as well. This sem's modules are quite mathematical and definitely out of my league. I have to secure my chance to go for SEP and thats one of the most important things i am currently concerned about now. With these commitments piling up, i'm questioning my ability to cope. But of course, i really do hope to make the best out of my short uni life and see how far i can push myself. Jia you!